A Time You Thought About Ending Your Own Life
I really hope no one would think about or actually end their own life but I know people do. I am honestly not one of those people. Yes, I've been through some rough shit and not wanted to be here {in this moment} but actually to end my own life over it? Nope. The things I thought were so "devastating" at the time are only memories or blips now.
I will say that I have currently hit rock bottom and am slowly building everything back up emotionally, physically and relationship wise. It is tough and it's going to be tough for a while. No one has a perfect happy life and if they do they are fake and lying. I'm not perfect and I'm not happy 100 percent of the time. But, I'm learning to put on my big girl panties and get through it. By getting through and experiencing the things I have, have made me a stronger person and have made me less of a coward. I'm still learning and still trying to be strong and independent. It takes a long time for that to happen and I'm just starting. Probably 20 years too late but never the less I'm starting.
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