It’s So What! Wednesday over at Shannon’s Blog Life After “I Dew” and I’m linking up this week.

So What If…

-I have a major project due tomorrow at 1:30 and have barely started it

-I NEED to put myself first before anyone else but I don’t. I like taking care of people. I see no harm in that.

-the above statement is about a certain someone.

-all I want to do is get a coffee from Starbucks and curl up with a good book or sleep

-I have a week and a half til school is over and I haven’t started packing my things

-I need to desperately clean my room but that can wait until the weekend {if I even get one}

-I’m behind {once again} on my shows. I have classes and finals to worry about and don’t have time to watch them yet. {This is why they came up with Hulu}

What are you saying “So What” to…

Why????

Why is it that the people you want need in your life have to leave you?

This is my “dilemma” {if you can call it that.} Things are going swimmingly and then BAM! It hits you like a mack truck going 80 down the highway. You have one crazy, insane, maybe ‘this could be the one’ talk with a person and the next day you realize you won’t see them for 3 very long short months and the fact that you’re moving to your hometown while they stay in the town you’re in now makes it that much harder.

I am scared shitless of what is going to happen in these next 3 months, hell, even the next 9 months to a year. I NEVER thought I could {dare I say it} have such deep feelings, aww shit, love someone as much as I do in SUCH a short amount of time! We talk about the past, present AND future! Yes, we have a TON of “what ifs” but who doesn’t???? I can honestly see myself growing old with this individual and I think he can too. Yes, things are very rocky right now but, I know we can make it through this time in our lives and come out stronger and closer than ever on the other side. I know you probably won’t read this, but if you do, I want you to know that I am here 100 percent and would/will do *anything* for you. You are my comfort, my soul, my rock! I love you SO much! In these 4 short months I have gotten to know and grow with you and I want more than anything to continue to grow with you day after day.

Top Two Tuesday

Today I’m linking up with the undomestic momma courtesy of Shannon for Top Two Tuesday. {Thanks Shannon for giving me fun things to blog about.}

This week’s Top Two Tuesday is favorite drinks. {I definitely couldn’t pass this one up!}

1. Beringer’s White Zinfandel. This is ONE of my favorite wines ever! I can drink this any time of day and it makes me a happy girl!

2. Is a tie between Amaretto Sours and Dr. Pepper. {Yes, I know these are total opposites but with living on a dry campus in college and being a dork having no free time to go out at night it gets to ya sometimes.}

Crunch Time!

So there are 4 weeks left of class including finals. I have 2 tests and 2 projects next week. The week before finals is going to be hell. I have 4 projects due that week plus studying for finals.

This is the time of year when college students go into hibernation and have no social life. {Unless you're a Greek and are forced to.} And even though my entire semester has been crazy busy, it's gotten that much more crazy!

So, all I have to say, is good bye blogger world, twitterland, facebook craziness and all other internet things. I will miss you for the next 4 weeks of my life but they will fly by and I will be seeing you very, very soon.

So What Wednesday

This week I’m saying So What If…

· I have roughly 30 days left of school and I am SO not ready!!!!

· The boy and I The boy talked last night about where he is in his life right now and I’m really not wanting to hear about it. {I want you in my life NOW!!! Timing is the worst!}

· I have to write an e-mail and have a calculation ready for tomorrow. {This is college and that’s what late nights are for}

· I’m really, *really* wanting some wine and I’m not opposed to sneaking it into my room. {Anyone want to donate to the Maggie Needs Wine Fund???}

· I have a project due in a week and I haven’t started on it. Time management is not my thing so it will get done eventually.

· I’m probably going to spend my Friday sleeping in and being lazy even though I have a million things to do. It’s the start to my weekend and I need at least one day to relax.

What are you saying “So What” to?

As always this is brought to you by Mrs. Dew Shannon over at Life After I “Dew”